|A hopeless plea for sanity
||[Aug. 7th, 2005|10:26 pm]
|||||Yellowcard - 'October Nights'||]|
I know using Live Journal to vent is probably considered hopelessly sad, but in a way I'm using it as an indirect means of communication without breaking the rules of separation. I feel utterly torn and beside myself. My boyfriend and I broke up on Friday and I'm not coping especially well. It may seem trivial but when you've spent almost two years getting to know someone you consider to be your world and then to have it end quite suddenly, it hurts like hell. There's still hope. But I have to discipline myself and not cling to it. It's hard.
On a lighter note, my parents bought a new house phone and have set our answer machine to Itallian just to confuse the hell out of anyone who rings. For example, my sister today receieved a text message saying, "I've been trying to phone you but I keep getting this Spanish woman!" That amused my mum somewhat (i.e. hysterically laughing...her plan is working). The poor girl actually began to think that her phone was broken and her calls were being redirected to Spain.
It was nice to see that my mum has stored Simon's number in the new phone:) Sorry, one track mind right now. I've been so tempted to shoot the radio at work. I suppose the amount of crap artists on there make it slightly more tempting.
I apologise for my lingering depression, I know it's only been two days...
Lots of love to all! X